Decisions followed by what I call life

From my last post I the comments I guess it’s clear that some understood and some took their spin on it. Oh well :3 I think I will post something on here every day. With no one I want to listen due to overbearing and unreasonable care this is perfect vent. I want to say that I love my girlfriend so much. She loves me. We don’t fight, and we have the occasional argument along with disagreements. Today, sigh, like many days… My parents are gone and were alone, “locked” outside but alone. It seems that she will tease me to no end. I shall. It go into details on our special time. But when what I’m expecting is what she’s saying I take discomfort in how every little thing will make her stop. It’s clear that we have an hour before parentles get home and we’re allowed inside. We made out and though she said she wanted to ********** when we were outside, now tht were inside and nothing can make her want to not **********, she does nothing. I’m sorry, I am not selfish. Had I not have been egged on for a while this would not have bugged me. Is it fair to say this has happened many times -_- many… I apologize, I feel like no other blog website ect,. would satisfy my venting needs. If your reading this right now, know I love you. I dont know you nor will I ever, but you are lived by if anyone me. 🙂 my “best friend” mentioned in the first post, I see him everyday on my bus. I sit directly in front if him o. My bus… No words mentioned. I hate it and it kills me. On the bright/dark side, I learned how to tie a noose today