ending it all

im thinking about ending it all tonight, i just really cant bare to be apart of this horrible world anymore, ive been getting nothing but depressed evry single day and each day it gets worse, nothing good is happening to me only bad things, im being bullied by my own family, and i just cant take it anymore. and on top of that i ran into my friend or should i say ex friend/ someone i liked and she was at the counter and i was standing in line at tim hortons and she didnt even wave at me she was freaking facing me too and i dont look that different since she saw me last, sure my hair is no longer half blonde have black and my hair style is different and is longer but i still look the same and even when she was leaving she looked at me but didnt say anything and she left and came bak and both times she saw me she didnt say shit….. so that really didnt help me and my mood that made a slight dent in my emotion….it just make me think what ppl were saying is true where if things go bad with her bf she will come running to me complaining