I thought my meds were working, It has only been a week and they seemed great. But Ive started getting the thoughts back, especially in my dreams. The anti depressant cant control my dreams which is so frustrating. My best friend who has been there through everything with me, seems to find it funny im so depressed and that now shes just being a ***** and putting me second and the guys that use her for photos first. That hurts a lot,..I just into an fight with her ..,my other best friend…well shes constantly spending time with this guy. Its just so easy for her to make friends and guys love her humor. I have scared off most people with my depression when it took over. Im so happy theres only a few weeks of school left, because i feel so alone..although I know it`ll be worse this summer.
Sigh.
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It can take a few weeks, almost 4-5 for them to work properly. Just keep taking them. I actually stopped several times because I do not like where the meds take me, but if you can just keep going then maybe for you they would help.
My worst nightmares have been when I have been on meds, because without meds I do not sleep. But sleep is an important part of the drugs.
Keep going.
I remember reading on this site it can take them a while, but it just felt like I was getting better. I still have problems sleeping even while Im taking it but before when I couldnt sleep I would have dreams about well a guy I hurt a lot…and that Im scared for but now its just that overwhelming sensation of feeling so suicidal and then in the dreams I constantly kill myself and its always me over dosing. This dream just plays over and over every single hour and now its like I wake up constantly… It just sucks