I cant help but feel lost all the time, no matter what I do is just the same cycle, I have tried doing something about it but my plans never work out..
I feel like my own family doesn’t love me and non of my parents are around to tell me that everything is going to be ok. I feel selfish for asking God if I can run away because running away is the only thing I have done my whole life. I have nothing in this world, no job, no family, I’m not happy with who IÂ have become. even though people tell me you have potential you can become something great but in reality they just don know how I feel, I’m lost and I don’t know which way to go, I feel like not being here anymore because I feel bad for not wanting anything of this miserable life. I just want to be free, fly away never to return, I don’t want to be here anymore.
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Hey.
Sorry to hear that you feel your family doesn’t love you. I don’t know your situation, but I sure hope that is not true. I HOPE you overstated that….. I HOPE they love you a bunch.
I wish I could say things will be better. But we dont know. Life can suck. Life can be fun. You know that. Think back. Remember crappy times? Yup. Now remember some funny/goofy times. Swimming with friends? Or camping? Or christmas presents?
There CAN be good times too. Try to focus a bit more on the good things and see if YOU can make one or two of the good things happen.
Call a friend and go swimming. Give someone a real funny greeting card. Go to the mall and look at some really nice new cloths (even if you have NO intention of buying them). And try them ALLLLLLLLLLL on.
I hope you find a way to smile.
thank you for your comment. it will try that