I haven’t posted in a while. I told my parents.. I was kinda threatened to but I’m glad i did. Things were starting to get better when I first told them. Didnt cut till last night. I’m in the exact same spot I started in. I have made my 2 best friends cry because they are so worried. I know it hurts them but that’s nothing compared to the pain I have to wake up with everyday. I feel like now that people know it’s a free pass to kill myself because they won’t wonder why. We think I have depression. Could be possible but I don’t want to talk to anyone but I know I’ll have to. I’m just so far down I feel like there’s no way up anymore. I am so stressed with all of this just writing this is hurting my head. I have also been loosing hair because I’m so stressed. There’s so much going on in my head it feels like it’s gunna explode.
I wanna deal with it in my way and my way is suicide.