Ashes to ashes

Kill the lights because
The shows all over
And realize that
My time is up
The stage is set for
My own death
A suicide written by me

The pain of yesterday
Haunts me today
And I can’t live to see tomorrow
When all I know is hate
Disappear today and 
Leave the world to sway
In it’s cycle again

The list so long
Of things I’ve done wrong
Stapled to my note
Will show the world why 
I deserve to die
All that’s left is to choose
Which method will remove
My spirit from my body for good

One last cut
One last smoke
One last glass of beer
I’ll leave without a tear in my eye
Knowing no one will miss me when I die
So things aren’t as bad as they seem?
Is that what you tell yourself in your dreams?
One thing I’ll say is
Things aren’t as bad 
They’re worse 

And once I’m dead 
The one thing i dread
Is rotting in the ground forever So call the hearse
Buy a coffin
And send me off to burn