i was so close. so close. my evil sister told my mom that the past few days i have been overdosing (she knows everything bout me) my mom went into a flip attack and started screaming at me other shit i was so hurt my sister told more hurt my knew before i left the earth. she was contemplating letting it go or taking me to the hospital. she chose hospital. ha i got out of that, thank god. now im in trouble. like lots of trouble. i want away and out of my family im fed up qith them, they parent based on mood and its annoying, they treat my sister like she is the best thing ever. if she is grounded “mom can i go out with friends” they respond “oh of course” if its me “can i go do something” they respond ” uhh ye- no u dont deserve anything.” uh WTF? really? i want different parents i just cant put up with them. funny they get so uptight if we talk bout depression/suicide but they are 70% of the problem.
dear parents: GROW UP, GET A FUCKING REALITY CHECK! your little ***** doesnt deserve anything if u knew how badly she hurt me. i do so much for all ya and u dont care. fuck off. my life. get THE FUCK OUT!!!!!!!
yeah if it aint yet obvious pretty pissed off.
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i had crazy teenage years myself. I used to draw pictures of death and violence and then my sister showed them to my mother. Luckley i did not get in trouble. I am not sure if i will ever forgive her for that. The second time she ratted me out was to my stepmom when we were staying with her. She showed the diary. My god the police were there and all that shit and i almost ended up in debt because OF HOW CORRUPT OUR MED SYSTEM IS. I don’t think i can forgive her. She changed alot and she went from a preppy little ***** to a hippy and she is barley making anything to get by. But even knowing she has made this change, the anger still remains.
My dad and mom always treated my sister in such high value. She would get away with more atttitude. She would always get what she wanted. My mom forced me to listen to her stupid work stories and flip out at me when i got upset .
My dad was way worse. He wasn’t verbally abusive or oppressive but yet he emptied out his pockets for my sister and got her a car. She destroyed it. What does he do ? After paying her through drivers ed, and getting her a nice car, well not that nice he was only a paygrade Enlisted 9 in the Navy, but he gets here a really old care that barley runs.
I know it’s a peice of shit car, but shit, really? What did dad do for me? Nothing. I didn’t even get to do driver’s ed because mom and dad waited untill my lost little ass joined up myself to the navy and then they hooked my sister up with all that in a matter of two years.
I can’t say i relate, but it seems this shit is all too real . I am glad that I do not have a brother. He would have made my life pure agony. Dude keep it real. Try to seek up whatever you can in life. If you get mad let it go , verbally. That is what I had to do a few times. Just don’t hit anyone or break anything. I had to deal with police once and all they care about is getting the problem out of their hands and either into a cell or a hospital bed.