light can come.

Hello. my name is Lena and i am a self harmer, have had thoughts and actions of suicide, and i am depressed. But now i have seen it. i have seen the light. And i found help, and i am great. I have woken up to see the beauty, that actually we are not alone and that if we actually try to get better and to not let our surroundings affect us and our well being we will forever be in peace and in love. I ,Lena, will always be a suicidal survivor and a self harmer. But i have overcome that. I no longer make myself feel pain and i no longer want to die because whether we know it or not our existence matters. I, Lena, am happy. Anyone out there still fighting, please write to me i will be happy  to help. thank you. <3