I’d like to tell you guys that my friend came back to me with a understanding face and that we made time to work things out. I’d like to tell you that she stood up to her mom and that she gained some independence from her. I’d like to tell you that we’re still friends. But life isn’t always ideal, and sometimes not very kind to those who are patient. I will tell you guys one thing for a fact. I am really happy now.
And that I’m happy I’ve moved on from her. I’ve made some great new friends and have a wonderful boyfriend who is the greatest friend anyone could ask for. I’m happy now and that’s all that matters. This past year was my Sophomore Year and it was the funnest year of high school I’ve had to date. My Sophomore year wasn’t dramatically different from when I was a eerily nice Freshmen girl. But I began to open up more than I have in a long time. And I began to explore more of my horizons. I found myself this last year. And along the way came some amazing new people in my life.
This last year I remember seeing my friend sit alone at at table, and seeing her made me want to come over and ask her if she wanted to sit with me. I didn’t ask her. Reasons for..I knew if I had asked her, she either wouldn’t reply or she would get up and get away from me. Another reason being that I was afraid that she would report to her mom and accuse me of yelling at her or something..that’s something I was avoiding.
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I read whole story, but kind of confuse as to what lead you to this website, if everything turned okay… if that was the end?… I’ll wait and see if there’s a part 10.
Thx for reading :D, and I posted my story on this website, because it sometimes made me really think if I should keep going. I’m a lil’ bit of a shy person and I haven’t considered anything in my life as monumental or worth anything. But I want to reach out of it, so I wanted to post my story to see if other’s could benefit off of what happened in my case. 🙂
Yeah, I read some comments on pt 6, and thought you should combine some of them. Anyway, I know what it is to be shy all to well, and I haven’t done nothing in my life yet and i’m 28… I understand your reason more for writing now)) I have to say I kind of question if you was obsess with your friend… I read through so much not sure if I miss details and stuff. But if everything better I glad. Stay strong.
Lol that was my bad for pointing it out …. Maybe I could have been a little less harsh… At least I wasnt as harsh as some of the others on here *COUGH*ImmortalBase*COUGH*
I take that comment back, now that immortal base is showing a heart and soul…. lmao
i’m not harsh im teaching her a lesson
Yes, you are (finally) correct. You ARE teaching her a lesson. That everyone on the internet is mean. You are teaching her that she cannot trust others because they will just call her names. Think of it from her side…
If you are already in the shitter, another 5000 name callings will only make it 50000x worse, it wont solve anything.
Hey, i’m not as bad as user nbarules16
He made me go kill myself. nahh i didnt succeed. its people like HIM that make me like this
You mean he made you feel like shit which in turn made you want to kill yourself… No one can make anyone go kill themselves unless at gunpoint…
Just because there is someone being a complete asshole doesnt mean that you get to be an asshole because there is someone else who is a complete asshole…
It’s all logical and common sense…
@Silentblue- I noticed that you keep asking people why they are on this site, including me. Anyone who wants to share their story (good or bad), help someone, vent, rant, comfort etc, is welcomed here. It just doesn’t seem like an okay thing to ask.
@ kalisue, hhhmm If I made it appear so, didn’t mean it in that way. In past I have left very short helpful messages to post to help others who never seem to reply, so I was not sure if they was shy to talk, and perhaps was not asking them in the right way what is there problem.
@Kalisue, for this post I was rather confuse about the point of the story. and could have waited… for his final which explains more.
If I made you feel weird by any chance by asking you why you was here, it was not to make you or anyone feel they should not be here, it was for me to know how to communicate back with that person. I see post that, I can’t simply answer yet i want to help, but I’m not in position to help. – I’ll keep your words in mind for future. sorry if I made you feel badly.
No it’s great that you’ve tried to help others in the past. I’m not sure why they never reply to you. But maybe they weren’t on at the time or just didn’t want anyone else’s advice. Who knows.
It’s okay, I understand. I’m glad you try to help!
@Kalisue, I had social anxiety, but I express myself here like I’m not able to around strangers in real life.
When I started posting here, I met a girl, and stated something perhaps you would consider forceful, but I got her to email me and talk to me through her suicide thing, she survived, and I knew that was one of the only things i might connect on.
I ask one member don’t need to restate her name, a question to help her because my relationship with my mother might help her relationship with her son. But since she didn’t reply i left it alone.
My point is, there are different people here, and some people can’t hear “please live, you special” because they hear that from everyone. sometimes you might connect with someone in a topic where you tell that person “I want to die,” and the other says “me too” and simply seeing eye to eye helps more for the more lost ones (if I could say)
trust me I won’t pressure anyone once they seem like they don’t want to be bothered. – wish you well Kalisue.