My anxiety won’t go away… the pain on my chest, the breathless feeling, so out of my mind. My friends keep writing msg on FB, I cannot open them, they txt me and I can’t txt them back. Nothing to say, I love them, I miss them, and I know they love me back… But I don’t know how to tell them that I won’t be allowed back in Canada for a long long time, I don’t know how to tell them that I spend all my day at home reading posts on THE SUICIDE PROJECT website, I don’t know how to tell them that I don’t have a life anymore.
I don’t know if I want to commit suicide, but I’m 100%sure that I would like to die right now. Empty days and sleepless nites. FML.
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I agree about the face book thing, I like and hate face book. I like to stay connected but sometimes that place feels so fake. you’ll have to change the title “suicide” in suicide project when you tell them… “motivation project” lol
Lol you are a funny one silentblue. I told my boyfriend I go on this forum. He didn’t understand why I would expose my personal stuff to strangers. And he wasn’t too thrilled to know i couldn’t talk to him about it. Something’s should just be left unsaid.
Totally agree with lisap, you are a funny one silentblue, thank for made me smile
lipsap? Are you trying to make a funny too? Jk
@lipsap, so sorry, it won’t happen again 🙂 no “making fun intended”
My boyfriend reacted the same. I deactivated my FB and he came running over during work to make sure I was ok. (i dont have a phone) I told him I just needed to cut myself off from the FB world he didnt get it that I would do that but talk to strangers on here. I think he is upset because I would rather talk and vent on here then to him.