I am Just a Person Like you all.. I also live a Unwanted life.. I am living but nobody can see that By each Passing day I am dieing.. I am killing myself inside.. My soul is no more.. I am Spiritually dead.. But I physically Smile Only for the ones who love Me.. And I don’t know why!
I know how it feels to cry alone in the blanket.. just crying and crying!! I don’t know what my future gonna be! My Parents constantly giving me Tensions and Tensions.. I am Killing myself inside in these Stress tensions..
Sometimes I feel “Relations are everything and the other moment i Feel They are nothing.. I have no close friends.. only a few relatives whom i love more than anything!.. I don’t want to die.. I want to LIVE! but I don’t think I will be able to live! Bcoz of this Parents. If i die.. Only People Responsible will be My Parents!! Sitting in house doing nothing is a Worst Feeling!! Sometimes I feel I am A Schezophrenic Patient and I need to go to the Doctor.. But I am having My Mom all the time with me that I can’t go Anywhere! Hell with it! I sometimes feel like screaming like Mad!! I want to scream! Louder! I have a Person inside me who wants to fly.. who wants to be happy! But I can’t!! I am so Hell Becoming mad with myself.. I don’t know I will live or die.. But I Will surely Beg of to god not to give me such hell Parents..!! This is My Life .. And I want It My way! I am So Hell Becoming like hell Obeying them!! Is this not my Life?? Am i Only sent here to die? Then why the hell I am here! I am just living last dayz of my life! I will die and only People responsible will be My Parents!!!!!