im sorry, u met my darkside

everyone has a darkside, he had to meet yours eventually. Since he already knew you were a cutter and that you were suicidal. You would think he would expect that yea you got some issues. So if you cut he will break up with you? Seems a bit unreasonable maybe he should try to encourage you to not cut as deep or cut as much more of a gradual thing. Just straight up quitting anything all at once is really hard to do. Then to with a long distance relationship you could always just still cut and hide it from him.

well that doesn’t sound good. Seems like if he was one of your main outlets for venting about things and now all of a sudden you can’t talk to him about it, then it will just build up more. At the same time you can’t cut which was probably one of your other main ways of getting through things…Ultimatum’s like that are always kind of baffling to me. Like be a completely different person or else, I mean sure we all WANT the people we care about to improve their lives and not cause themselves pain, but you are who you are and I assume this is how you were when he met you. So now for him to want you to be completely different from the person he got together with in the first place, and expecting this change in such a short amount of time. Well it seems like he is asking for a bit much there.

well generally the best way to find out what someone is thinking…is to ask them 🙂