i come home from the pool, i walk in the house and my sister is already waiting she pulls me by my arm to my room and slams the door behind me. pushes on me looks dead in the eye and says through clenched teeth”***** i hate u, ur ugly, u r weird, what u need to do is take a gun to ur head and pull the trigger. i will be so happy when ur dead. its what all of us want u know thats true. so tonight either i take a sharp knife and slit your throat or u do it with a gun either way i want u dead very soon. im sick of u, disgusting *****.”
WTF WTF WTF! see i need to die i have to die im going to die. I CAN NO LONGER TAKE IT. I JUST NEED TO DIE NOW!
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🙁 im so sorry she said that to you, you need to get out that house, away from her, is there any way you can do that?
@birthright: yes, but id have to come back eventualy i do not want that if i leave i dont wanna come back, i wanna leave at 18 so i dont have to come home…sadly that 3 more years
do you think it would be good to have a break though? because if your sister is making threats on your life, plus if you get to have breaks it might make your time around your sister more bearable because it wouldnt be 3 years od continuity.
@birthright: i would enjoy the break, it would b good. but with a break my sister will become angry and hurt my parents my family is fucked. i leave it causes issues i stay ad im miserable..hmmm idk what to do im welcome at my g-ma’s for the month but that will cause family drama
go to your grandmas, family drama i acc no abit about haha, this isnt for your family, this is for you. you dying would cause alot more family drama, and hurt. you deserve abit of a break 🙂
@birthright: its not that easy. its hard 2 explain and dont really wanna say it here but i cant leave :/
ok, sounds like a difficult situation, if you want to say anymore about it then feel free to email me at crazyspaz(at)hotmail.co.uk, only if you want to, no pressure.
ummm i will e-mail u.
First let me be real clear. I want you to be safe. I do not want you harmed in any way.
But, if it were me – and I was in my dark place where i really did not want to go on…. having someone “do it” to/for me – that would be ideal. Technically, not suicide – so nobody can judge me. And yet I still get what I want.
just sayin.
@i_dont_matter: true, if she kills me i still win just the thought scares the fuck outa me.
how old is this person with the potty mouth?
@fakingit- I’m sorry when I say this, but if I was as frustrated and down like you I would have to beat the shit out of her. Sorry, I would. You would be defending your life. Then they could do what ever they want to me. It wouldn’t matter by this time… I’m not a violent person, but just reading this makes me so pissed off I want to go over there and so something. UGH!
@sophie: my sister? 9.
@zacurious: i on 3 occasions almost killed her. (not intentional) but she beat the hell outa me and i was pissed and beat her too im always told im weak til she turned blue and her bones were popped outa place i realize im stronger then i look and feel. so dont be srry bout wanting to hurt her cannot judge u there.
shes nine.. give her a nice backhand
@sophie: my parents dont care if we swear. she calls my mom a ***** to her face. and our mom is perfectly okay with it. and if i backhand her yeah dont feel like going there.
i’ll battle my sister to the ground if i have to, shes about 10 and 150 lbs and i’m 110lbs. i’m 18 and dont give a shit about her feelings if she disrespects me
@fakingit- Shit, I’m almost to that point and she’s not even my sister! I’m surpised you can hold back. A person can only take so much. I’m sorry this is a daily thing for you.
Should try not to fight with your sister. We have a tradition called Rakhi which represents the special relationship between brother and sister. My sister might be a cow sometimes and I still haven’t fully forgiven her for cracking me over the head with a plug socket but you only have one sister and no one can replace her.
@sophie: i dont care bout her i can hurt her if i need to i try not to resort that low though
@zacurious: hold back? its HARD. and im on the edge.
@duke: be around my sister and i and u will realize she isnt a sister she is horribe. this isnt at the level of sibling rivalry its gone way passed that.
Why did she do that? She clearly has no control over her emotions.. she won’t get very far in life either. That is a horrible thing to do. Best thing to do is work on the way YOU feel away from her, don’t fight back, ignore it. And try not to let it get too far deep inside you.
What I tend to do with people like that, is well, to be nice to them. It’s a very hard thing to do when you are at the brunt of their anger and stupidity, but, what I did with someone in my family eventually is to try understand ‘them’ and I found a deeply sad person who had no idea how to love or be nice.. whilst I still hold a lot of hurt and anger to that person, I try to just keep the peace, and give them small things every now and again – like a picture I drew, and, it sometimes softens them up.. sorry I don’t won’t to go into too many details, so am not articulating my words very well – but, you should not have been treated like that, and, we are all here, on your side.
Once there was this woman who would give me a deadly stare, and then start shouting words of abuse to me. After I got past the initial fear inside me, I would always offer her a cigarette. It worked magic.. :]
Ur sister is sick in the head
She’s a 9 year old little twerp who has no idea what the world has coming to her. Or what it’s like. If I were you, I would’ve fucked her up by now. But you’re obviously different. This is my advice; You need to be strong, LITERALLY. The next time she bad mouths you, punch her so hard in that little face of hers. Will all your strength, as if that everything she’s done to you is in that one punch. You might get in trouble for it, but trust me, you won’t give a shit. You’ll feel great and hopefully shut her up.