every fucking time my dad tries to empathise with me, when i tell him i am having a hard time at school, he tells me “walk away and stop starting shit.” i cannot believe the people that are biologically programmed to love me. do they even care? its not like i tell them shit about my life, i just say it like it is. and wen i ask them, have you ever been bullied, were you ever the bully? they reply with no so how the fuck do they expect to understand when they haven’t gone through shit. i hate my fucking disfunctional life. as soon as i feel the tears coming on, i walk away. i dont want your fucking pitty, and  u telling me to get the fuck up. i just want help, not criticism.
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Then maybe you shouldn’t talk to your dad about this. Try talking to other people who would understand it. We’re here, so you always have us to talk to, but you should definitely find someone near you to talk to.
thanks but it wasn’t a topic i was willing to discuss anyway. we were fighting and it just kind of slipped out that i was having problems with school and my dad just kept giving me shit. i know i should never bring up my problems with my parents. they think i am an angel child.
If he doesn’t understand, nor he wants too , that in fact you have problems at school, you should find someone else to talk and help you. there is us here on SP but it aint same if you get what i mean.
“i cannot believe the people that are biologically programmed to love me. do they even care?”
That’s why I don’t bother with my family much anymore. They don’t get me and even though they try to at times, it’s obvious that they don’t want to.
i feel the same way and i’ve just learned to ignore them and not confide anything in them……..seems like my folks have shut up for quite a bit now. the tables have recently turned and instead now they ask me if i need help rather than me asking for help.dont be too angry on this though, there are more happier moments in life worth living for 🙂