I’m 17 Â years old and i really want to die right now. As a child i was sexually abused by my uncle. My dad is a jerk. My mom is a control freak. She wants me to do things that I don’t love. I even cried in front of her for like 10x already. I begged her many times that I really want to do what I love. They are all the same my grandma, uncles, aunts. My friends they just love me for my money. I was bullied in school for being ugly. I have low self esteem. I really want to make some friends but they don’t like my friendship. I really want to commit suicide right now but I don’t have the guts to do it. Help.
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I think you should talk to a counsellor. You won’t regret it.
If they don’t want your friendship then don’t worry about them, can’t force someone to be your friend it just happens. If you have low self esteem then do thing that will raise it- things you can be proud of, start doing sports or exercise. You would probably benefit from getting away from your family for awhile on some sort of mini holiday, and I think it will most likely help you to think some things through with yourself. Don’t worry about kids at school teasing you about your looks its a fairly standard teenage/ kid thing and most likely unless they are total assholes the kids didn’t mean it girls sometimes just pick on other girls like that.