Silent Scream

There are no more tears to shed

How many goodbyes have i left unsaid?

Did it hurt to see me die?

I know it hurt to see you cry.

I didn’t mean to be so cruel.

I know i broke all your rules.

I wish i could be normal again.

I wish i didn’t have to pretend.

All the lies and underlying hate,

will still be with me at Hell’s gate.

The hate, not for you, but for me,

is the kind that kills, it killed me.

So you see, i killed myself,

It’s not your fault.

So don’t blame yourself, you did okay.

I didn’t tell anyone i felt this way.

You may have guessed but brushed it off.

Maybe you’ll be better off.

Get on with your life. Live. Be happy.

I’ll watch over you.

No matter what happened or what i did,

Don’t doubt it when i say;

I love you.