My girlfriend Ruby and I broke up today.
I couldn’t believe it.
I thought I had found someone who could understand me… I knew that she had gone through some tough times of her own. But it just pained her to listen to my stories because it caused her to relive hers.
She wasn’t completely honest with me about that.
I still love her. But she just wants to be friends now.
It’s devastating. I couldn’t breathe… I knew I wanted to die.
Someone please save me from this… I know my mistake now, but I think it might be too little too late. And I can’t kill myself now because I love Ruby so much. I know just how much she would cry and be in pain if I left, even if we did break up.
Someone please help me through this. Before I can’t fake things anymore.
Skype, oovoo, GTalk. Some other video/voice chat service. Please talk with me. Because I need help. Otherwise, the loneliness I feel will eventually overwhelm me and I will just end up committing suicide.
Someone. Please. Help. Me.
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It’s late and I have no way of contacting you other than this. I am so sorry you lost Ruby… Perhaps time will bring you back together again soon. You have us here. It’s better not to talk too much about depression with your partner or friends. I can imagine the pain you are feeling but it’s a good thing you’ll remain “friends” and your chance make things go back to the way they were.
Thanks Black Swan. It really means a lot.
I learned this lesson the hard way, unfortunately. I don’t know how long it’ll take before I can fix this, if at all. I feel that I’ve caused irreversible damage to the relationship between us.
I thought starting up the relationship was the hard part. It really isn’t. What’s even harder is falling apart and having to pick up the pieces to try and put back together again.
I’ll leave some of my contact info here in case… I really need to talk to someone about this.
I have to obfuscate the info here though… I don’t want someone who knows me stumbling upon this comment/post.
remove the underscores
Skype: wc_hi_ll_13_37
GTalk: wch_ill_133_7@g_mai_l.c_om
ooVoo: wch_ill
Ok Ruby. Take it easy now and indulge yourself in an activity you like to feel better. Music, food, whatever. Spoil yourself. I have a feeling Ruby will take you back, but I’d like to hear the whole story.
I’m not quite comfortable talking about all of that publicly. The full story encompasses so much about myself and her that I would prefer to share it privately.
I’m trying to put my efforts into working on another app for the Google Play Store… not doing so well, but I’m trying.
It sucks that I can’t talk to you right now when you most need it. I understand your position. Would email help? Are you feeling pretty desperate?
Hey skype me. Davd.j.mix. <<<< my skype name
Yeah, it would help Black Swan. GTalk = my email.
shatteredglass I’ll add you and talk to you when I get home. Thanks
If you want I could call you. I don’t know if you’d find it intrusive but it’s a lot better than email. If not it’s ok. Just write your email as it’s a bit confusing to me after all of the different option presented above. I hope you’re feeling a bit better. I was thinking of you. We’ll find a way to get Ruby back somehow.
w_chill_1337@gmail.com
Please remove the underscores…
I’m feeling a little better, but I have no idea where to go from here