help me now please dear god

does anyone know of a psychologist available through email or skype or something on the internet who can help me FOR FREE?

i don’t have money, i’m trapped in another country, i have absolutely no one
you do not understand
or do you?

i have no family
i can’t see my family

i have no close friends

i do not have anyone

and all therapy here is not covered by insurance and difficult to get and too expensive

i need help
i need help
i need help
i need help
i need help
i need help i still need help

nobody is going to help me, will they?
i’m surrounded by blank dolls
i don’t know if anyone other than me really has a brain
because if they did
i would be able to talk to them

they are all so strange
i feel cursed

why can’t i be what i am?

sounds so stupid, doesn’t it?
why am i here?

i cannot believe i am here

you dolls
blank minds you have blank you are blank
soulless

until someone can show me and prove to me
that one of you really has a soul

i cannot believe

i have been nothing but
hurt, abandoned, hated

i must be cursed

for the last time, someone help me

i know there are so many other people who need help
but what about me now
what about me now

i know me is nothing
but help me god damn you