I don’t know how many people believe in psychics. My mom’s boyfriend is clairvoyant and I had him read me with my suicidal thoughts in mind. I had him do two readings (picking the cards, reading them, then shuffling them, and doing it again) to be sure. He told me to think of the question I wanted to ask (one that can be answered with yes or no) while I shuffle the cards. (I have to shuffle them to put my energy in them or some mumbojumbo). In my head the first time I asked if my suicide attempt would work. The second time I ask if I would find my happiness, or something like that. He then picked out about 10 of them, for the past, present, future, and final conclusion. He was saying that the answer to my first question felt like a MAYBE, but it needs a “little more planning” involved in order for it to be a yes. He said that what I asked would cause conflict, or anger for those around me if it were to happen. Many times he said that there would be lots of family support and protection. He said that a great change is about to happen in my life. He said that the thing that I was planning would cost me money, money that I don’t have.  The death card came up, which almost made me burst out laughing. He said that it would be the death of my old self, or something like that. I asked him if it could be literal and he said yes it could be but I didn’t push it because I was trying to be subtle. I didn’t let him know at any point what was on my mind. He talked about how I would have an strong attitude about what I wanted in the sense of “this is what my choices are, its what I want for me, so that’s that”. He mentioned that I would feel like I want to tell everyone the thing that I wanted. I ended up getting the “Justice” card, and he said it meant that I wanted justice for the things that have happened in my life. The last thing I remember him saying is that I would find peace. He also said some other things that I can’t remember, and didn’t seem relevant to me anyway, as I was mainly paying attention to what had to do with what I asked.
I was genuinely shocked at all of this because it fits so well to what I asked. I didn’t say it out loud so I know its not bullshit. I do honestly feel awful though. I will have to mention in a note that he had no role in what I’ve done. It does help me in my decision making, but not by much. I am actually having doubts right now if anything, so his readings have not really effected my final decision.
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Doesn’t really sound like clairvoyance, just a tarot card reading. You have to realize those things fall into the same category as horoscopes and things like that where they are so cleverly generalized, they seem specific, but it is easy to make it sound like it applies to you. He could have picked entirely different cards and it still could have seemed like it made sense. Believe in it if you want to but I certainly wouldn’t make any life or death decisions on it.
Well he does other things also, not just with the cards. He was very clear with me, and explained more when I didn’t understand. I already stated here that this reading won’t influence my decision much, more or less it merely surprised me. He is very intuitive. He says that the cards mean different things for different people, and depending on what they ask. I got the same cards twice but they were for the past instead of the present and they meant something different. I just found it surprising that the things he said ended up fitting so well. For example, the card that got picked that he said would “cause conflict and anger” in those around me, was usually (Ithink?) meant for the person asking but he felt like the question I asked would cause this for others instead of me.. curious or what? He has also surprised a lot of other people for knowing things about them when they never said anything. Either way it was just something I wanted to try just to see. I have a lot of other things in my life that will influence my decision much more.
TC is right. I use Tarot, but ultimately you will do what you want and you will NOT control the consequences at all. In my honest opinion, you were presented with an option to live as a peacemaker (with yourself and everytjing else).