so, im stupid

My last post “no energy“ was posted on Sunday.

Monday i woke up for school, was very hot, but didn’t think much of it. i got up and felt really ill and my belly was tossing and turning, so i went to the toilet.

But on my way to the toilet i went the dizziest i’ve ever been, then i blacked out. Next thing i know i am on the toilet floor with my dad picking me up, then i blacked out again, i couldn’t have fainted again… could i? i woke up on the hall way floor and my dad peering over me saying my name over and over again.

I was off school for that whole week because i lost all appetite and because i wasn’t able to eat, i had no energy to stay awake for a school day. I went doctors and they threatened to send me to the hospital and put me on the drip because i wasn’t drinking or eating. In the end i drank and then they took my blood and assumed i had anemia.

Results came back the following week, i have thin blood or something shit like that and I also have to take iron tablets and go into the doctors once a week for the next couple months so they “can keep an eye on me” as my heart rate is extremely high and then i have another blood test next month.

Who knew that a small amount of starvation could cause me this much hassle and scare.

I have just got to be careful in future if i ever want to miss out meals.