So me and my ex just had this HUGE fucking fight about cutting. (It was a big fight considering I had an anxiety attack) He’s never cut and he didn’t know I did. I felt like it was time to tell him so I did. He flipped shit on me and told me he would kill himself (which he won’t). He said he loves me and wants to be with me. I am the same but I told him I wasn’t going through his shit again. I told him also that if he wanted to be with me again he had to earn a hall of a lot of respect and trust back. Now we are starting over and acting like we just meet. I don’t fucking trust him nor will I for a very long time. He’s the one that fucked me up like this in the first place. He told me to promise I wouldn’t cut again though…..I’ve been through this shit before..back to rubber bands, ice and pain pills.
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if he really did fuck you up to begin with maybe you should get as far away as you can from him, i know you love him, but i just dont want to see him ruin you again. Im not sure what he did, or why your relationship ended, but i hope he has changed, good luck, and if there are any signs of him hurting you, then you need to get out of that relationship asap!
Poor things, at least he’s someone there, ungrateful trash, go die for all I care…
rathernot thanks for caring (: I really hope he’s changed this time
Jrake first of all you shouldn’t fucking tell anyone to kill themselves because some people will actually go do it. Second of all you don’t know me or what the hell I’ve been through so just shut the fuck up