I love drinking coke… A lot. So I’m trying to drink myself to death. It’s unfortunate that I told my doctor that I love coke so much, because somehow she knows that I’m trying to slowly die so it looks like a circumstantial death rather than a deliberate ssuicide. Now the family is trying to stop me from drinking so much coke, so I’m gonna look for another sneaky way to abuse it.
I don’t want to die, yet I hate this life as well. A few health problems, yet I don’t want to go to hell. Yet when I’m old I’ll go there anyway. Different consequences for going to hell when old age kills me, isn’t my concern. It’s how the fuck I will live the rest of this life. Medicine will soon help me when I get it, but then I have the potential to overdose it intentionally if some people aren’t careful to not get on my wrong side. As for my doctor, she’s a smart ass, somehow catching me in my sneaky schemes. I’m so lucky she hasn’t caled an ambulance on me yet and I hope my luck doesn’t run out. As much as I want a long, happy life, a shorter, less miserable one is what I’m aiming for, even if my death isn’t such an accident.
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ummm…just wondering….but how do you die from drinking too much soda???
Hey that coke thing made me smile…sorry! Dont drink it :l maybe you could try switch to water? Or some self made juices. Nothing is healthy though when you drink too much of something.
I’m glad you have such a good doctor. Hey, you won’t go to hell. I’m not believer though so I believe that life ends there and then. Of course, death is inevitable but you shouldn’t die, you should try to stop. Its harder trying than sticking where you are now. Because when you try you might fail but dont be afraid of trying.
Death to early in most cases is accident. I think. Because who would know what you could still do here. Maybe you were meant to be someone so great but you haven’t reached that page yet.
In reply to my first commentor, you’d die slowly, just from drinking it all the time, and to excess. So it’d look like a natural cause of death until an autopsy report proves differently. It’s like poisoning oneself to death, but doing it slowly over a number of months.
To my second commentor, I find what you’ve said to be good points! Life can change for most people at least. Hopefully I’m able to get over my depression at least just a little. I’ll give myself five years and decide what to do then, depending on where my life is at. Thanks for ur advice!