For what?

What’s life when you live it alone? Lost with no home. Call but nobody picks up the phone. The ones you’ve loved have left. They say they did it to help you so how’s that make sense? So now your against the fence. What do you do keep moving on hoping it gets better. But it so much easier to let it all go just to let all fall. Fuck it just let it hang out. Take those pills smoke that shit drink down till it’s all gone. And when the bottle is empty so is ur mind u can escape this time even if for a moment it’s great and you know it. Talk to who ? What why? Why should I? They got nothing to say and if they did why listen. Your last hope is gone but you try you’ve been hanging on for so long trying so hard. And you got shit to show for it.  So just go hang up your coat count to 5 and squeeze… Bye