“I’ll Kill You”

The pain hurts so bad, my body feels like someones chrushing it, and i can barley breath. Once again im alone, depressed, and with many sharp objects all i have to choose. But i sit on my bed staring at the clock whispering one more minute as his voice screams in my head “it’s our secret”…..”you better keep it”

“Or i’ll kill you” i wanna scream fun back to my friends, but i’ve gone home for that night and again im alone, the pain is just to much as flashbacks push there way into my head. My heads throbbing and im shaking, it feels like someones sitting on my chest.

As time ticked away it only hurt worse, I was having fun till i relized i would have to go home, alone, to a silent house, basically empty. My mom and dad like to ingnore the past “it never happened” I have to smile for my mom cause her mom’s sick and may die so i have to hide my emotions, keep it all it and pretend like im getting better. But his words echo in my mind “I’ll kill you”

Fear consumes my body as i shake in my bed, i dont wanna cut i wanna push throught but honestly i dont know how much i can take..