I have two older brothers. For now we will just talk about the middle child. My middle brother is an extremely difficult person. Not only that, but mum favours him. Not only does mum favour him by fawning on him like a cute little sad child (which she doesnt do for the rest of us) she will always take his side. I believe that this was because my brother was beaten up once when he was around 6 years old, and was then depressed for a couple of years. Even after that though, he would still use his depression as leverage to get what he wanted. He is 20 now (6 years older than me) and i am sick to death of him. He is fantastic at everything, usually without even trying (he literally cruised through school) unfortunately, he is still a hard worker. Not only that, he beats me at every single thing i have ever done with him, even if he has never even played a game of it (basketball for instance). Im frickin sick of it. he is always so good at everything, and he always says so. He always has to talk bout his social life in front of me, because i dont have one. he is perfectly comfortable with hitting me, and does so every day. As soon as i ever hit him back he gets very annoyed (even though i take it everyday) and mum always gets angry at me. Furthermore, he sets out to make me unhappy by constantly doing things just to make my life harder. Mum still doesnt care. What makes me even more angry is that he constantly tries to act wise, yet he is SO BLOODY JUVENILE! He acts like he’s the strong one, yet he’s not the one who doesnt have to live with depression every day and hide it, because i know if i showed it mum would give me 5 seconds of sympathy before telling me to move on, and no sympathy or help from dad. My older brother always comes out on top of everything, he even got revenge on the kids that attacked him. He always comes out on top. Me on bottom. He also feels the need to correct every one of my little problems. Because of him, i feel depressed, angry, jealous and worthless by his attitude. My parents always act kind to him, but treat me like some dumb juvenile kid. Im just sick of it. I want out.
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If it makes you feel any better, you’re better than him at acting mature and that will help you later in life. Parental favoritism pisses me off, I’ve experienced it although not to that degree. If you ever want to talk to someone, I’m 14 and a guy and I need to work on some stuff (like trusting people, and talking to people/being social, and not being so depressed, ect.) and talking would help. My email is cqfour@gmail.com if you’d like to talk. Hopefully he’ll realize what he’s doing, good luck!
If there’s anything I can do to help, please let me know. I think you’re a wonderful person who’s in a lot of pain, and that…that really makes me want to cry. 🙁
Why not show your parents this post? What have you got to lose?
You are 14 years old and I can tell you that at 14 we ALL experience extreme emotions and we ALL at one point think about disappearing but these emotions will pass, the anger will pass, all the hurt will pass …. and one day you will be on the other side of the road and it will be your responsibility to change the course of your life! Who do you want to be and where do you want to go will be up to you. Never make a life changing decision when your emotions control you because at that moment nothing you will do will change anything at all.
We are all going to die one day but anyone who takes their life without even trying to make a difference are the ones who will always lose the most!
You are 14 years old and I can tell you that at 14 we ALL experience extreme emotions and we ALL at one point think about disappearing but these emotions will pass, the anger will pass, all the hurt will pass …. and one day you will be on the other side of the road and it will be your responsibility to change the course of your life! Who do you want to be and where do you want to go will be up to you. Never make a life changing decision when your emotions control you because at that moment nothing you will do will change anything at all.
We are all going to die one day but anyone who takes their life without even trying to make a difference are the ones who will always lose the most!
You are 14 years old and I can tell you that at 14 we ALL experience extreme emotions and we ALL at one point think about disappearing but these emotions will pass, the anger will pass, all the hurt will pass …. and one day you will be on the other side of the road and it will be your responsibility to change the course of your life! Who do you want to be and where do you want to go will be up to you. Never make a life changing decision when your emotions control you because at that moment nothing you will do will change anything at all.
We are all going to die one day but anyone who takes their life without even trying to make a difference are the ones who will always lose the most!
You are 14 years old and I can tell you that at 14 we ALL experience extreme emotions and we ALL at one point think about disappearing but these emotions will pass, the anger will pass, all the hurt will pass …. and one day you will be on the other side of the road and it will be your responsibility to change the course of your life! Who do you want to be and where do you want to go will be up to you. Never make a life changing decision when your emotions control you because at that moment nothing you will do will change anything at all.
We are all going to die one day but anyone who takes their life without even trying to make a difference are the ones who will always lose the most!
You are 14 years old and I can tell you that at 14 we ALL experience extreme emotions and we ALL at one point think about disappearing but these emotions will pass, the anger will pass, all the hurt will pass …. and one day you will be on the other side of the road and it will be your responsibility to change the course of your life! Who do you want to be and where do you want to go will be up to you. Never make a life changing decision when your emotions control you because at that moment nothing you will do will change anything at all.
We are all going to die one day but anyone who takes their life without even trying to make a difference are the ones who will always lose the most!