SO after all my suicide attempts and losts inside my mind…I need to be fine at once! i started going to a doctor and i maybe change school because everyone there is a jerk-.- im afraid i wont make it!:|
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You will make it. Good for you. I know how hard this must be, but good for you. I hope your doctor can help you find your inner strength. Keep moving forward. Yes!
I stay happy for you! 🙂
I just read your older posts. I can’t believe the people from your school reacted that way…
We normally say that we can’t run from people, we have to face them. But I don’t know… Some cases I realy think it’s the best to stay away from some people…
Wish you all luck and strenght!!
I also read your older posts, and I think that when you look from the 3rd person perspective, you may realize that people at 15 aren’t really mature enough to be there and listen to you.
And if your parents never had to deal with depression or suicidal thoughts before, it is very challenging for them to think rationally and act in a way that is supportive of you.
So changing school may not help much, but it is a good start. Kudos to you for going to see a professional. As far as whether you will make it…well, I won’t tell you that you will make it or will be fine, because you are unique by your own right. However, even if you don’t make it, at least you know that you put up a fight and tried to get better. So don’t give up.