I saw pictures of him snogging another girl at this party. It’s my 17th next week and I was going to tell him I was sorry and could he forgive me and give us another go.
I’d split up with him because I felt unable to commit myself emotionally, I couldn’t give him the time nor attention he deserved. I think the biggest reason is that I knew he wasn’t in to me, I was just a way for him to get back at his ex, who is one of my close mates.
But I fucking love him. I really do. and I want him to keep me safe and tell me everything is going to be okay. And now it’s too late. He’s moving on.
I’ve lost everyone. Pushed everything dear to me as far away as possible.
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If someone makes you suffer on purpose, then that person is not trully your friend.
My advice is for you to get rid of who or what makes you suffer, and you’ll start feeling better after some days.
You haven’t lost everyone, i think, you need to be in control of your emotions, that’s very important right now.
I hope you find your solution, and you feel better soon, ok? 🙂