I am something broken. I was beautiful once, but I lost pieces of myself. I’m trying to find them but they don’t fit right. Do you know what it feels like to look down at yourself and cry because you hate what you see? To feel such loathing towards your own body that you have tried to rip it apart bit by bit? Forgive me if I’m quiet, reserved. I’ve got so much going on in my head that I can’t see straight. I should stop trying to fit in because really, who would ever love a girl with as many problems as me? Oh my God. Everything hurts. From my fingertips to my knees. The pain comes from the abyss in my chest, the dark abyss that never ends, and it sucks everything up, and I can feel it hurting. It all hurts too much. Everything hurts.
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Wow, I just stumbled upon this site randomly, and it seems really strange that this is the first post I came across.. I can relate to this so much, and I’m a guy. I’m sure your situation is much different than mine, but the way you’ve written it, it’s almost like looking in a mirror, except my reflection is in writing. Beautiful work.
I’m so sorry to hear that you’re hurting so much hun. Please, you have to accept the body that God gave you and be comfortable with how you look. You’re a beautiful person on the inside and on the outside. Don’t hurt yourself anymore. Learn to love yourself.