My Horrible Life…

(**imagine any name**) And I am 11. I am female, and attend Middle School.
I remember,in 2007, when I was 6, I had just gotten home from school. I was happy, and I thought nothing would get in my way. That all changed the next day, Saturday. I had learned about death when my Uncle died. He died in 2004. Strangley, I remember everything. At he funeral, everyone was eating, and drinking lemonade, after honoring him. I was crushed. My older brothers best friend? My best friend? I would never see him again. I cried every night. He sed to help me sleep too. He told me my favorite stories. Life isn’t fair I thought. On Saturday, everyone was mean to me. Right to m parents I shouted, “FINE!!! I’LL DIE SO YOU CAN FINALLY HAVE A CELEBRATION THAT YOUR STUPID, UGLY CHILD HAS DIED” So I tried. I wrapped a blanket around my head, and tied a tight knot in it. 4 minutes later, my dad found me. I tried every times could. 3rd Grade I thought that I’d finally found my friend. Cammi Stewart. Everything changed over summer. I was trying to sleep. (**insert name here**) x2. Are you awake??” I didn’t answer her. She’s just trying to trick me I thought. I was wrong. She licked, and grabbed my bottom. I was terrified. I slept in my Grandma’s back room, where she kept her Pool Table. I slept, and stayed unde th rest of th night. The next morning I told mparents everything, and how I was terrified. My dad understood. My parents told her mom, and grandma. (At the time, she shared a house with her mom,Grandma,brother,and 2 sisters. Her dad was in Floirida as a truck driver) They didn’t believe me. Cammis our little angel!! She would never do that! They’d claimed. A fucking angel? Yeah right! I refused to do anything with her over summer, always claiming to be sick. I patched things up over the 4th Grade school year. Then over that summer, we had lots of fn. then she started flashing. I’m scarred. Later, my mom had us separated I. 5th Grade. Same class, different seats. She started bullying people, including me. Then summer hit again. An event involving the police happened. She lied about my brother. WTF would you do that for? Then her parents beat down our door. I had jut gotten out of the shower when I heard, “NO!!No!! FUCK YOU!! YOU DO NOT FUCKING TALK TO MY WIFE THG WAY FAT *****!!” Where was m say in this? No where. I was like, I was awake all night. I know what happened. Her fuck tard of a grandma was like, NO *****, YOU WERE ASLEEP ALL NIGHT. Thwn her mom was like, GET THAT FT ASS *****(name here) AND HER FUCKING BROTHER OU HERS!!! IM GONNASET TEM UCKING TRAIGHT. I ran to my room crying. Everyone knows how sensativ I am. Later, I never got over it. Later she was uploading a fucking video bout me!! Video: Maybe A Friend Song User: Cammi Stewart. I cried the res of summer. Now here I am. I sometimes have suicidal thoughts. I need help, that I don have. Sorry I is so long. Sorry for misspellings. I can tell more with comment replies if you want. But thanks. YGMH****You Give Me Hope****YGMH