So, I’ll Explain My Story

I know I already did, but this time, I’ll do it in songs! How fun! Hahaha. Anyways, we’ll start from when my grandpa died, and my dad almost died: Hello by Evanescence. I can’t explain how it relates, but that’s what I always listen to. Next up, when my dog died. My Last Breath by Evanescence. Again, the events of her death really go along with the song. After she died, I found a song that I would sing when I missed her. It’s: Goodbye My Friend by Linda Ronstadt. Then, my grandma went insane and hates me. For this, I kinda think of Imaginary by Evanescence. Or Lithium. They both kinda fit. Then, I fell in love with Trevor. For this, I chose I’m In Love Again by Maria Mena. Then, our friends tore us apart for a while. I then turned to I Miss You, Love by Maria Mena. Now, I fell in love again with him, and sang the same song I used to sing. (I’m In Love Again). Then, some people said that he hates me. So, I thought of Monster by Dev, and I Caught Myself by Paramore. Mostly the one by Paramore, though. It just.. I keep on going back, without even meaning to. I recently thought of Over and Over by Three Days Grace for that. Oh, and for when I started cutting: Scars by Elegeion, My Skin by Natalie Merchant, and The Way She Feels by Between The Trees. I guess it’s a weird mix of songs, but they altogether describe my life. Or my life so far, anyway.  By the way, right now, I’m at an “I’m In Love Again” point. I mean, why not? I’m young. I’ve wasted 5 years of my life already. Actually, yeah, I’ve wasted 4 years, or 54 months, or 237 weeks, or 1,664 days, or 39,947 hours, or 2,396,834 minutes, or 143,810,058 seconds on being depressed. That’s way too much. And so, I choose to live again. It’s always a choice. I’m happy again. Moments like this, I listen to Innocence by Avril Lavigne. 😀