Sunny yesterday my life was filled with rain.
I have given up to the point of no return, I can’t get out of bed, I don’t go to school, I don’t do anything but sit on my lazy ass all day. My dad has decided to not pay for post secondary, he however will pay me back for every semester I pass , that seems fair to me, it makes for a better excuse as to why I don’t want to go, it’ll be because I’m “saving up “. Im so content with mediocrity  it’s pathetic I don’t want to strive for anything better i just want to lie down and die. I want to cut through my skin until I feel some kind of pain cause god do I ever feel numb. I don’t understand why now, I was doing good for a few years now and suddenly out of the blue uninvited I have no motivation for anything. I’m probably going to fail school at this rate.
At work someone in Re: Flowers had said, why spend money on something that is just going to die.Life is kinda like that isn’t it?
Sincerely,
Friend of a Friend