Is there a method that will just look like a suicide attempt but I will wake up few days later in a hospital,after a few days of peaceful sleep?Sometimes I just think that failed suicide attempt is the only thing that will show me whether certain people still care about me…and if I would find out they do,maybe I would no longer want to kill my self and the terror would stop
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Hello *Tantal*.
I am not here to judge you or give you advice on how to attempt suicide and fail.
I just want you to think about how you’re feeling.
The fact that you don’t want to die is a positive thing. Don’t ruin this with an attempt.
There are many people who commit suicide for death.
What if you attempt to take your own life and succeed, when really you wanted to fail? It isn’t healthy to be wanting this.
If a suicide attempt is what it takes for people to notice and care for you then I suggest you should look for new people to talk to.
Nobody should have to risk their life for the sake of ignorant, self-centred beings.
If you want to talk, I’m here.
All my love, LOBT (LivingOnBorrowedTime.)
I do want to kill myself.There are days when I don’t.I start feeling good and then I realize I have no reason to smile.Yesterday I was depressed today I am smiling but nothing has changed,life is just the same old bull*it it was yesterday.Then I get depressed.It’s been like this for a year.NOTHING good has happened for a looong loong time.Sometimes I feel failed suicide would make people remember my existence.Nobody deserves to be forgotten.
You are correct in saying that nobody deserves to be forgotten, whatever the circumstances.
Have you had any support? Do you take any medication for your depression?
Please try and find a positive in something you do. Life is EXTREMELY tough at the worst of times. You’ve just got to wait for the storm to end.
With the bad also comes the good. Let’s wait for the good.
I’m always here to talk, Tantal.
I’m sorry for how you feel on a daily basis. I hope you do find a way out of it (other than suicide.)
Hey tantalizing do ya really wanna go through a stomach pump and life support.i tryed 13 times I was actually serious and wanted to die sometimes it was like throwing a stone in the air to see where it lands but I’m still here.ive been well for quite a few years now and can look back and I wish I hadn’t done what I did.my mum thought I was looking for attention but I wasn’t exactly banging down their door I was on a one way trip that never succeeded.what I don’t miss is being locked up in a psychiatric ward and being drugged up with tranquilizers please if you feel suisidal go to the emergency room and tell them you are very serious and need help then you can bypass the whole horrid experience yet get some help hopefully