I’m a fourteen year old girl and I’m just not happy with my life right now. I have been selfharming for little over a year now on and off and some days I just want to commit suicide. My parents are going through a rough patch and I doubt they’ll make it through. I feel like I fail at everything I do. I have amazing friends who try to help but they don’t really understand. They tell me how much they’d miss me but I know that in a few years no one will know who I am. That doesn’t really bother me but I just wish that someone would tell me what’s wrong with me. I have days when I just can’t take it and I want to die, but then I have good days when I feel fine. I don’t want to tell my mum because she thinks I’m being stupid and attention seeking and maybe I am. I want help but I know that that doesn’t help. I’ve had counselling at school but that didn’t help much in the long term. I don’t selfharm because my life is terrible or because a loved one has died. I do it because I’m scared and confused. I don’t know why I find it easier to talk online but I just want someone to explain what wrong. Am I just being attention seeking?
Please help,
Kurt.
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I know how you feel. But don’t worry. It doesn’t seem like you’re doing this for attention. It seems genuine. Please don’t commit suicide. Your life has a purpose. You’re alive for a reason. Keep going on, and things will get better. Just when things look like they can’t get worse, something good happens.
It’s pretty hard to see too far into the future right noww I’ve got these two friends who are amazing but I don’t want to hurt them, so I think whether or not I should commit suicide to save them the pain.