Suicide Tape

I know I haven’t posted in a while… But it’s because I’ve been doing better. The reason I’m back is because I can’t just leave. I was put through this site for a reason, and I believe that as much as it was to help me, I have to try to help the others on here.

So. Suicide tape.

I have been taping my wrists, ankles, and waist for the past few weeks. Like actually taping off the areas I like to cut. I use hockey stick tape, or sports tape because its more comfortable and I can write on it like paper. It also doesn’t attract much attention as it looks like a bracelet. I cover the areas I want to cut and write things like “Don’t Fall, Stay Strong, You’re Beautiful.”
In order to cut, I must remove the tape and see the words imprinted on it. Sometimes it can help to have someone else write a message on it. I change the tape everyday if I can. New day, new message. I like to keep the tape everyday I’m clean. Everyday I fail, I throw away the tape. I have kept 12 pieces of tape out of 17. That sounds better to me than starting over every time you have a bad day.

Here’s some photos for you to understand better if you don’t already.