My parents are trying to start fostering children. I know it’s good for the community and such, but i dont want another kid in my house. Â i already dont feel safe as it is. and with another kid here i’ll just be that kid who gets ignored. they already dont listen to me as much as i wish they would. ive tried to explain to them that im depressed and i want help but they always find a new topic to talk about. i want my parents to love me like my friends’ parents love them. instead they just make me feel like im doing everything wrong. i will never do anything right. in their eyes, im a fail. a mistake. and i want to change that. im trying to change that. but with another kid, how am i supposed to accomplish that goal?
I guess  they wont be paying attention to my cuts if they have another child to worry about.
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Olivia
It is OK to be afraid. I do know your parents love you more than all. Parents are human beings and make mistakes. You also are human, and that’s the reason you sometimes make mistakes. But this doesn’t means you are a fail. You are a gift to this wolrd. You are a God blessing to the world. Please talk to you parents as honestly as you wrote here. Please, remember life have hapiness and also bad days. When we are in pain, sometines we feel shame, but the only way to heal our pain is to talk about it, to accept our feeling and keep going. You are special and worthy !!