Find Me.

This is where I stand with the brand of scars.
The stars above me are clearly disappearing.
Who am I to knock the block of my walls around
When there is no sound, only screams of pain.
The rain is so cold and I’m just growing
Older and the fire is smoldering lifelessly
Just like me, tossing endlessly, in these, a sea of dreams.
The carcass of my body marked, in disarray
But bae you can stay and lay on me, if you may.
Tell me what’s wrong, sing me that song you loved to sing
But your voice is gone; it wasn’t your choice
The noise, unbearable, like static in the hollow
Where you lie and cry and die a little more each day.
Tears of glass, may I ask, what brought you down to
This bloodbath, the aftermath, of your life enflamed
Tamed you’ve become in hiding the sorrows,
Never knowing what tomorrow can show you.
And in the end, you’ve lost me, ‘friend’.
I’m never coming back.
So I pick up the slack and tack down what I owe.
Pulling at the ropes that aren’t there anymore, I grope for the walls keeping me inside.
Starting cry
Wanting to die
They make it too easy to hide.
Why can’t you see inside of me?
Am I that hard to find?
Are you fucking blind?
Or am I just selfish.
I don’t know what to do anymore.