I hate my parents.

My mom is a crack head who doesn’t love or take care of me. She told me to my face that she wishes I wasn’t born. She’s never taken care of me. My dad is an alcoholic who I don’t live with. He is in a recovery but he still cant take care of me. He’s selfish. He has custody of me but he wont give it over to my aunt who does take care of me. Why? I don’t know. He was the one who said that I was a shitty daughter. That I don’t deserve to live. I don’t want to believe him but there’s a part of me that does. That believes that I deserve to die. I’ve been hospitalized for over dosing on pain pills. Only my aunt came to see me which proves my point that my parents don’t give a shit. But if they don’t care then why do I?