Well, my friend wants me to try shrooms with him and i don’t know if i should or not. im not afraid of being fucked up im afraid of what actions i might act on that are in my head.. whether it be harming myself or finally snapping and going off on some “friends”
im afraid the thoughts in my mind will turn into reality and then ill be trapped in my own helish nightmare…
CHAPTER 2: Lying to my boyfriend
it seems easier to lie to my boyfriend instead of telling him whats wrong with me, i can be open with him but i dont like him knowing whats going on because then he gets sad and afraid that im gonna cut, burn, or hit something. i cant even think with all the shit that is going on. urg.. why cant i be stress free for one day..
Everytime he askes if im okay and im not i say im great so he doesnt question me.. i dont like making him sad he already has so much on his plate as it is.
^ am i a bad person for all of that..?
CHAPTER 3: My brother
i noticed my brother was a little more fucked up than usual i find out he has been using Acid.. it scares me because i know where he is getting it and im so afraid he will go off the deep end.. im not aloud to let him know i know and i dont see how im supposed to know this then not talk to him about it.. 
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Shrooms aren’t entirely dangerous. The caps are what make you trip so don’t take a bunch of those. And the stems just get you high mostly. You won’t do anything dumb if you can manage to stay indoors and watch cartoons or something safe. I’d go to the beach but that’s just me. Don’t drown!! 🙂
fuck the shrooms. dont bother. if weeds your thing stick with that.
chapter. 2
be honest. its better for both. you’re not a bad person for it. its just cheating you of a real relationship.
chapter 3.
damned if you do. damned if you dont. you gotta make that choice.
If there is a nice day outside and I feel good, than I would consider taking shrooms. I had a few bad experiences when taking them on a bad day.
You make yourself happy and you make yourself sad. You are not responsible for other people happnies or sadness. So yes, be honest with him.
And for your brother… Put yourself in his shoes – would you listen to your sister?
He might listen to me, im his last sibling because our older sister died. Thats what keeps him from going into really hard drugs; me.