Why did I have to spend all my money before my attempt? Now I have to put on an act until I have enough money for another helium tank :'( …at least I know where I went wrong!
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Why you complicate so much? If a man hangs himself in a distant place, he will die 100%. BUT! he has to be very brave and very serious about killing himself.
I guess you still want to live and I am happy to hear that 🙂
You spent money to STAY ALIVE. You are still here. It didn’t cost too much compared to what the cost would be for the people that care about you. Talk to people on here, you will feel better.
There are no people who care about the real me… As soon as they know I’m the daughter of a paedophile, and all the damage is brought to light they ditch me. My life is worth nothing. I’ve spent years in therapy working to undo all the damage that’s been done to me for nothing- no one gives a shit.
Oh, and in regards to hanging – it is not a 100% effective method! When the police find me I’d rather not scar them for life with bulging eyes and a swollen tongue sticking out at them. Why are you on this website smusmu?
I’ve read your posts and comments and I think you are wrong about nobody wanting to know you. The people that don’t were never worth knowing and the ones that genuinely do, will be loyal. If we’ve all read about you and accept you it means that there will always be someone out there too.