Hey i havent posted here in a while. my shit luck has been exspecially terrible lately. broke my computer, got a citation for possesion at school, lost my best friend again, lost brandon again, relapsed, and school is overwhelming as shit. i just really am done. i want to end it. ive tried so hard and shit started to get a little better, a little more bearable and it all went back down the crapper. I just feel so drained and so defeated. i cant believe i let him get to me again. i cant believe how much i fucked up and that my leg is covered again in cuts. wtf. people at school are noticing my cuts and im going to scream. i am no immediate plans on attempting but if this court shit dosent work out and my mom finds out about this and my teachers at school find out and i get kicked out im done. i am done. im sorry but i tried
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i can understand school is killing me literally your not alone in this fight
Hii sunflower,
I’m really glad that I hear something about you again. I’m so sorry that you feel this way, if I could make it better for you, I would defenitelly do that for you. The only advice I can give you is try to look at the things and people that don’t make you feel like shit. And try to forget the things and people that do make you feel like shit. In the Netherlands we say: het leven is een feestje, maar je moet zelf de slingers ophangen. (translation: life is a party, but you are the one who have to hang the garlands.) I really wish you the best sumflower! *hug*