It’s getting so much harder to put a smile on my face. I can’t do it anymore. I used to be so good at faking and acting, what the hell happened? Things have been getting so much worse… I’m deteriorating and I can feel it… I have nobody I trust around me… At the end of the day I’m alone.. The lines building on my legs, reminding me constantly that I’m alone.
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LEarn to be happy without other people. its hard to be happy around others when ur not happy with urself. If u dont feel like trusting people then thats ok i myself am very cynical about others i really dont mind that much being alone i mean i wish i could have someone to share my life with to be happy and that understood me but i dont find things u like to do i personally love to cook and watch cartoons and play video games or play with my pets but do whatever u hav fun with. surely there must b some dream or hobby ur interested in. Pursue those things n mayb one day if u feel like it n u feel ready then u can pursue friendships and relaitionships. U have ur whole life ahead of u dont think that u have to force urself to make friends right at this point so what if others have a bunch of friends so what if others are in a relationship the most important thing i learned in highschool and middleschool is dont compare urself to others it will just end in frustration. Find things that make u happy n stick with it. 90% (maybe even more) of people are idiots or dont give a shit so dont worry too much if it takes a while to find people u really connect with.