i dont feel like i should really be here anymore! im so shamed of my self . Even my parents dont like me. and i can tell. Everytime i get into a car i always think “will we get in a wreck today?” iv been wanting to get into one so bad lately so i can just die and no try to kill my own self. Its really hard when all you are a disappointment to just about everyone in my family . no one ever notices me anymore its like im a ghost and im not even there just a voice thats never heard only when something bad happeneds. Every day i just sit in my room on this stupid computer. I not eat much anymore. i skip 2 meals a day or 1 . i just wish i was that perfect kid with amazing grades and a 4.0 G.P.A but im not that smart . i always mess up . sometimes i wish i was a plant. no feeling to get hurt no one cared about you! and could live in peace ! but no. not in this world. i wanna hang my stupid self! run in front of a bus get killed in a car wreck ! i wanna see the light and be happy and dont wanna leave that place i dont wanna get brought back to life. i would like to live a dream that would never end!!
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“The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance.” 2 Peter 3:9
“What a Friend we have in Jesus, all our sins and griefs to bear! What a privilege to carry everything to God in prayer! O what peace we often forfeit, O what needless pain we bear, All because we do not carry everything to God in prayer!”
Jesus is “the light of the world”. You want to see the light? Open a Bible or read one online. Read the book of John found in the new testament. Jesus is God in the flesh. He chose to come to earth as a man to die for our sins so that we can be forgiven if we will turn from our sin and accept his free gift. This is the good news.
If the outlook isn’t good try the uplook. Its always good!