I can’t, I just can’t give more…
It does not really worth it to be around here… Pain after pain, leveling up, feeling worst. Behind every laugh there is a bitter memory which stops me and stops me, again and again. I was born not to love but to suffer. Everyone hates me. No girl can love me, no human will share with me.. I feel sad, more sad than ever. I can’t go ahead, I am ready to fade away. I will miss my dog, my ex-girl, family, friends, and most of all, my good old memories, which kept me going up, but is not enough… I tried to found God, but, I’ve got no answer… See ya brothers… I am moving to a better place… Everything is better than from where I am right now… I am ready to fade away. Have a good night.
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Hope you’re still with us. If not, hope you did find peace.
You’re not alone.
Zpilman, talk with us. I know there are at least two people that are here for you. We will listen. I think you were born to love. However, pain has blinded you and made you believe suffering is the only way….
PLEASE HANG IN! All of us, yeah, you could say we love you. Last night I was about to kill myself, and then realized I didn’t know how. So I was googling how and I found this website. I started talking to people. I still want to kill myself so I don’t know why I’m telling you not to. Like @OnlyLOVEisREal said, you were born to love. Pain is very blinding. You are not alone. And if you are gone, I know you are living in peace.