what is the problem with leaving me be why is it i have to stay downstairs in a room with an adult why is it that school is my hell hold but when im home thats my mental hospital, why cant i just be alone in my room sliting my wrists why cant i just be who i am and not be changed by the people who dont even give two fucks about me they are just scared of me incase im mental and insane because they dont understand this pain but they just have to change me and have to think about how safer it is for me well its not i have to cry myself to sleep and wake my crying you dont care about shit all you care about is showing yourself as a good family that dont have a daughter that dont cut, your shallow inside to think i have stopped cutting because every single day there is a new cut on my leg,arm belly or even other shit why dont you just leave me be who i am and want to stay the way i am!!
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I guess you know, deep inside, that cutting is a temporary solution for a permanent pain. I know how bad you need this right now, but you should start to seek relief in something else. Think about it, there’s gotta be something out there that makes you feel a little less shitty ?
Your family might care about you really, you don’t have to put thoughts in their mind. You need to trust them and trust that they can possibly love you.
Anyway, I’m not here to save you, but know that you’re not alone and that I do care.