I ask this because, maybe I do have friends, but I feel more and more alone each day. I separate myself from them. I try to be somebody for everyone in my classroom, but they just ignore me. I try to do something to impress anyone and feel like I exist, but I fear failure. I have never been able to do anything worthy. I’m so useless.
Please don’t judge me, it’s just that I can’t talk to anyone about this because they will only say I’m an attention seeker. I’m sorry 🙁
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Impress yourself! (I’m impressing to my full capability, and now I’m living in a mental health facility…) Who gives a hoot aboot the other drones man. This one time I had a girlfriend who I’d see everyday, yet I felt miles away from her. Now I have a friend who lives literally miles and miles away, and I’ve never felt closer to them. I’m alone, but at least someone gets me. “Attention seeker”…nah mate, you’re all good. Just…don’t go trying to save the world, save yourself first, then worry about everyone else.
Don’t ever apologise. Bkos Morgan Jones.
No, you are not.
Just because you don’t see blood or a scar doesn’t mean there’s no injury. Depression is real and physical and no matter how hard we try, can’t be reasoned away.
Please seek help. There are things that can be done to help you feel and function better. You would see a doctor if you broke an arm, wouldn’t you? This is just as real, and needs attention just as bad.
gillian is right… it needs attention like any other trauma. Some people don’t take it seriously but if you are genuine someone will recognize an honest, non attention seeking cry for help.
I always worried about the same thing =)