So I don’t use this kind of stuff of chats or Facebook anymore. Iive Bvb n I’m part of the Bvb army. People always tell me o you’re so imo go kill yourself just for liking them. I like botdf people tell me that its gay and tell me I’m worthless and like getting raped just cause of a band. That hurts they don’t know that I was raped when I was in fifth then 7th n 8th then freshman year. They dont know me they don’t know my story but I guess my music defines how I like to be treated. I like suicide silence so I must want to die. I like Chelsea grin so I must be satanic. I like ptv sws avenge sevenfold every band I hear defines me in a different way and how I want to be treated. So I must be wanting to be raped I must want to die I must be satanic. Maybe I should do it. I don’t but I still think maybe theyre right I probably should. I don’t know.
I don’t know what I should do. Should I or not.
Band don’t define you nothing defines you. You define yourself no one else. Not your family friend church school you yourself is the only one who can define themselves. I’m doing this cause it happens still to few and to many. When you see this help then cause you never know. You could be helping a person who was actually thinking of doing it. So next time you see something like this help and stop it.
Bullying is not right especially when a band helps that one person. Bands help doesn’t matter if gospel to death metal or country rap or anything. It doesn’t define you and how you want to be treated.
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Wow. There’s some real gold in there. Don’t let anyone define you. And “gay” is often a mis-used adjective. If everyone was intimidated by this, there would only be black, silver, and white cars. Different things speak us differently. Be yourself. You really can’t be anything else, but you can stress yourself trying to conform to others ideas.
ah well thanks i just try and be opened minded which usually get people to bully and hate me so id rather write it out
“Bullying is not right especially when a band helps that one person.”
A post on here about a month ago got me into poetry. I’d always found poetry to be for bra-burning lesbians and fat, mouth-breathing, neck-bearded white guys but this post changed my entire mindset – now I’m right into poetry and have been writing and recording some of my own (albeit shittily on my phone – click my name if you’re interested).
But yeah, the premise of your whole post and that one line I quoted just made me want to re-post the link that got me into poetry: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ltun92DfnPY
what do you mean by your entire mindset is that good or bad
so you like the same guy that got me to be openminded sweet i really love that guy tbh