i can never understand why society is that way it is. My mom treats me like she doesn’t even care, im certain by now that i’m just a waste of space. My dad left when i was born but came back a couple years later only to just beat me and yell at me, my brothers and my mom. I struggle in school because i’m bisexual, im supposedly going to burn in hell. No one gives me a chance to get to know me, just one look and it’s obvious  i’m an outcast. I don’t want to fit in with society. I’m not gonna live up to people’s expectations. i want to be my own person, but how is that possible? Everything i do is a burden. I get bullied at school, i get yelled at home, i am just a wreck. who can love a person like me? No one.
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My advice is to get through school. After school your going to feel a huge wave of relief. You won’t have to deal with the shitheads bothering you and any other stress of that nature. As for your parents the reality is a majority of parents are assholes, some cant be changed because they themselves are stubborn and ignorant. You will find someone to love you, there are 3.4 billion of each male and female people on this planet, its almost overwhelming how many people are walking about nowaday’s. Then after your done with school you can find a job, meet new people, buy whatever you want and save up if you want to pursue college.
Jesus can love a person like you and He does.. Don’t give up Hope! Don’t believe that you are not worth loving because you are. You were made perfect in His image, He created you with a specific purpose in mind and no matter what you go through, no matter what you feel no matter what someone says.. He is always there and He will always cherish you..
Ashley.. know that you will be in my prayers daily… I am a mother of a 24yr old daughter who struggled alot in school and in her early years. She had a hard time adjusting to life, peer pressures and just being accepted. It was hard no doubt, I cried many tears on my knees before the Lord asking Him to help her love herself and give her a good life.. We are a Christian family always have been, but we to have been where you are.. There is Hope and Promise for you in Jesus.. Even though you may not feel there is, there is.. Trust that He hears your ever cry and He sees the pain in your heart, He is there to heal you and give you a beautiful life if you just ask Him to.. He’s listening to you honey I can promise you that… My daughter today is 24, she is successful, happy, confident and 100% in love with Jesus!! I am thankful for where He has brought her today… I believe He can and will do the same for you and I will be praying for you nightly.. I promise that… Keep you eyes and heart focused on Him… He will make this all right and you will be happy again!! <3