Every night I cry because of the disappointment I cause. The burden I put on others, the loathing I direct at myself, It only leads to a life of sadness and despair. I’ve made my brother a monster, I made my father believe that I am just another mistake, and worst of all, I made my own mother cry because of my failures, and she believes it’s her fault, when it’s really my own mistake. When they ask for help, I don’t even have the energy to respond. And now I believe that I can never fix it, so I believe suicide is the only way to make them happy. But it will also destroy them if I kill myself. I do not know what to do anymore, please help me.
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Believe that it will get better. You are worth living another day another week… There’s no easy fix. The first step is asking for help, the second step is accepting it… You are not alone.
I Do not believe I can help myself, I cannot convince myself to ask them, because it will just be another burden on them
I shall be praying for you, wayward soul. Do not underestimate the power of god.
Check out warm lines and suicide hot lines in your city. I think you need to hear someones voice telling you that you are worthy and you deserve to feel better. There is only so much that a typed message can relay.
Thank you jj and duke of marmalade