Nobody tells the future. Â Futures don’t have infinite linearity to each distinctive, singular life. Â I have more future then past in my life right now. Â And they say . . . live for that. Â Truth be told, no – we can not undergo a set-in-stone determination of what the future will be. But the implications of life now can decide what the future might be like. Â Life is bad right now, driving me to the last of me, all done by my own hand. Â What makes it worse, is I can’t pick out any possibility for a future with a good outcome.
Quiero morir
Déjame ir
Tiempo para morir
And now I guess a song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3soskkvYBgM
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Wanting Death,
Let me go,
Time for death.
Destruir la mano que destruye la vida.
Yep.
Destroy the hand that destroys life.
Never yourself.
Unless I am that hand [that destroys life].
Are you positive you truly destroy life?
I wouldn’t go around saying ‘I destroy life’. Yeah, I’m a poor decision maker and that makes for destructiveness. But it’s more like I don’t contribute to anything. And I’d rather be gone then be another factor not needed in an equation. Atop that, dislike [of the person I am] irl happens to confirm that.
But dont we all make poor decisions that ultimately lead to destruction?
You dont contribute to anything?
Are you sure about that?
Can you honestly tell me that?
I couldn’t even measure the care and helped I received from you, especially since you were the only one there.
Maybe you do not need to fall in line into an equation.
Destruction is the effect brought about of a decision, or a breaking point of a series of deficient accords. Yes, it’s the function every human, as unavailingly perfect species, will play in at one point. Some know how to view a mistake, learn from it, and that’s how a person moves on. A person moves on by recognizing what’s more beneficial then what they have. [Could be mental attitude or a leap of making an important decision in life]. I have continually been impotent as far as that goes. That’s where – bam – my future comes in, is that I don’t ever see myself moving on from where I’m at now.
*laughs wistfully* Indubitably clear I play no part in [useful or correct] contribution.
Yep, all that told with all the candidness I hold.
If I don’t fall in line with an equation, I will not be part of an answer. Only numbers and signs add up, a single number does not change into an ultimate output. That’s me; the standalone.
El sol se levantará mañana y quién sabe lo que traerá la marea? But really, I don’t know how much more of the ‘you never know what will happen tomorrow’ stuff I can take.
Pero por lo menos sabemos que la marea llegará mañana.
Do not take “you never know what will happen tomorrow’ stuff anymore.
But tomorrow is all we have.
What will you attain from being an answer?
Usted puede reÃrse, pero siempre voy a recordar lo que has hecho por mÃ.
No hay mal que dure cien años
I think there are some evils that do/can last forever.
What if, just what if that dark night is too intolerable to even think about wanting the end? That’s where I’m at. When a tide starts coming towards the shore, we can already see if it’s going to big or small. Like my future, I can already see if it’s going to be good or bad. Yes, things could take a dramatic change of events. But I got struck with a bad case of ‘It’s likely going to turn out bad, so may as well end the pain and that.’
I won’t laugh at something that maybe benefited you in the slightest.
Le deseo la mejor de las suertes.
No hay un mañana para todas las noches?
Why not see what the morning brings? We might reach our darkest nights but why not wait to see what tomorrow brings.
We will never know what the future may bring, it could end up anyway. Yes pain is inevitable but so is happiness in life. Why not take that chance? We have only been given one shot at this and each day we live we are moving forward.
Let go and burn the past.
Move forward for the future.
Sorry for major lag, my emails all screwy and I have been really sick. Coughing blood and feeling like shit last couple of days.
🙁 Oh no, sorry to hear. I hope you’re on the track to getting better soon . . . as hard as it may be in your position.
Well, I’m over here wishing the best for you!
Mejórate pronto 🙂