I’ve done nothing to nobody yet I’m somehow the most hated person at my school I want my life to get better but everyone makes it worse I just want everyone to leave alone why can’t people do that WHY I get it I’m a horrible person I’m an asshole I’ve done nothing right in my life but I just want this suffering to end Ive never wanted to die so badly there is no fucking god and if there is he hates me I only want the hurt to stop once just once I want this to go away I’ve tried everything and I can’t find happiness I know it’a not going to be that great but I just want something other than this WHY ME WHY NOT SOMEBODY ELSE THERE ARE 7 BILLION PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD WHY CANT EVERYONE FUCK WITH SOMEBODY ELSE just once if not I’d like to die in peace alone I mean who would go to my funeral anyway it’d be a fucking party I have nobody I have nothing left why can’t god claim his prize and send me off to hell already ANYTHING would be better than this I don’t understand why this happens to me I’ve been through enough havent I? ive been beaten bullied to the point where I STAYED IN MY HOUSE ALL THE TIME traumatized I just can’t keep going much longer I don’t know if I can anymore only thing I live for is my girlfriend and my 2 younger brothers I love my girlfriend but I think it’d be better if I wasn’t around I’m nothing but trouble I think my time in this world has come to an end I’d rather not delay my death if it’ll be my only chance to release me from this hellish life than so be it a small price I’m willing to pay